April 2010
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i have a headache. but life is pretty good today. I’m thankful for the life I have and I’m working to make it even better… :]
I hate when people attack me for shit. Like how i get attacked for “disrespecting” a relationship that i respected more than the guy did. fuck you.
god. boys are ridiculous. this is truly how i feel...
FREAKIN' A...
my. “Freakin’ amy”
I miss you toooo!
we neeeeed to hang out!
such a beautiful view.
Trying to live my life like i’m on stage… orrrr like an ongoing music video… totally tuned into what i’m listening to. :]
stop with the bullshit amy.
I really need to stop circumventing my talent and ability. I need to EXPECT more of myself and stop hoping that others will do less. I need to stop saying, “I’ll get it eventually.” it annoys the fuck out of my that I do say stuff like that.. It’s still an excuse… “eventually” needs to happen sooner than later. I have progresses a lot since first starting out… But others are moving at...
at peace.
I think i’m back to my confident self … it feels soooo damn good. amazing. Before i was nervous that everything i’m trying to accomplish was either for someone else or in spite of how others have tried to make me feel… i finally feel it’s because I want this and because I know there is no doubt in my mind that I’ll succeed. I love my life…
oh… not...
Amelia
i love and miss you. you are smart, beautiful and strong.. there is no reason to feel lost… you know who you are… i love you mucho. :] <3
